Tuesday, April 11, 2006
feel so emotional todae.the world seem to be moving faster n faster each dae. i was still looking at the round stomach my sis had 4 yrs ago n now the baby is already rite be4 me...3 years old..time really flies..i still remembered at tat time,when i knew abt the exisistence of the baby,i was so enthusiatic.but n0w 3 yrs ltr,i had a little regret. to me,her exsistence was like taking awae the love my parents used to shower me with n replacing it on her..while i became sm1 the family hates..every single thing she does, its my fault when i shout at her..once her trumpt card is out,i admit i have lose the war.she cries over every single little thing, n when she cries my mum would smtimes thought i was the one who made her cry n starts scolding me without even finding out the truth.whether its rite or wrong,i tink my parents should not pampered her soo much.once she knw tat wheneva she cries she wins,she would just cry the nx time whenever she wans smthing..ya.they may have punish her smtimes with the cane.but wads the use of it when they go over n sayang her after she been punish n cries.it makes no sense at all..
smtimes,i also wonder,y does my second sis betray me when i trusted her so much to tell her abt sm of the things i hate my elder sis to control abt,n telling awae evrything.i feel really stress whenever they mention studying to me.i hate it.i am nt a material for studying.i am just nt interested.i just dun understand y.the turning of events happens so quickly in just a moment of 3 yrs.
[lonely gal]
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